.sucked.into.the.bachelor.

so, i let it happen again...i'm watching the bachelor this year. but how can i help it?? this guy is H. O. T. seriously. he's 1 hot mofoe. the best bachelor around, by far. and he's an ER doctor. not that i'm materialistic or anything, but that kind of translates into him being smart, and he does seem to have a good bedside manner. granted, he probably knows he's hot as hell, and i'm sure he's in some ways cocky. but shit, he's smart!

ok, anyways, i can't really remember the last time i've watched a show with my jaw wide open, in shock at how hot the guy on tv is...

okok, really, that's it. anyways, i was supposed to start this bootcamp class today...it started last week, but i wasn't sure if i wanted to take it. it's actually called a wedding bootcamp class, and obviously it's targeted for brides who want to get in shape for the big day. but that doesn't mean other people can't join too...anyways, i called today and they said that it's too late, and the next session begins on jan 30th. so in the meantime, i need to start going to ballys more often and start running...the marathon is another goal this year. hopefully i don't get injured. i signed up for the shamrock shuffle today too, so i'm committed. i just need to start slow, so i can make sure i don't hurt myself too early.

but really, the goal is to lose this weight that i've let myself gain. it's ridiculous. i'm surprised my pants still fit me. i've turned into 1 of those cliches, who's new year resolution is to lose weight...ugh. not that there's anything wrong with that, but i need to concentrate on changing that part of my life, where i'm not yo-yo-ing anymore...

just for kicks, here's another one of my favorite wedding pics: