.crap.

so it's over. this ncaa thing? i'll be surprised if i don't end up last in my office pool. i also made 2 other side bets, both of which i have lost. am i surprised? yes. am i annoyed? yes. because i hate losing. when i was younger, i was usually 1st in everything. am i bragging? no, i'm just stating fact. all this coming-in-second stuff started in college, i guess. so you'd think i'd be used to it since i'm getting to be an old geezer. whatever. anyways, we'll find out the final scores next week.

so i'm watching the dawsons' episode that i taped from last wednesday. i know i've ranted about this before, but that show...the writing lately has been hit or miss. and this episode is a defo hit. it's totally going back to the good ol days of dawsons creek writing. *sigh*. i so hope that pacey and joey end up together. when viewers think back to the old high school days of when they first got together underneath all that drama, it all just makes sense. they belong together. i mean, joey and dawson are ok together. but pacey and joey? perfect. so idealistically compatible. it's what most of us dream of. isn't that the kind of relationship we all want? the way he looks at her. the gentleness he shows towards her. he is so damn sweet, and still has that bad boy attitude sometimes. ok, so maybe that's my idealistic guy. (and i suppose i do
have that now)

anyways, i wrote the above sunday night. and now it's wednesday. where the frick do the days go? oh, i forgot. it's work.

and yet again, i was distracted by work. i will post this one today. i hope. i'm more willing to finish this today anyways, so that i don't go shopping on my way home to the hotel. i need to concentrate more on paying my damn bills.

shoot. it's almost 8PM here..know what that means? dawsons. so i can't write everything that's in that head of mine. oh well. there's always tomorrow right?

tomorrow: dawsons review and american idol babble.