.oprah!oprah!oprah!.

i just love this lady. so cool. charismatic. and thankful. who knows if it's all an act or not, but the way she creates her show is awesome. going to these talk show tapings always makes me want to get back into trying to get into the business. that would defo be my dream job. just to work on a tv show. any show. not a trashy show like springer, but i'm talkin, legit talk show or a weekly comedy show. anything like that. but i just don't have the money to go back to school, and any kind of job that i want to get requires experience. but i can only get that experience if i intern, and to intern i need to be in school to get the credit. do you see where i'm goin with this? it's a catch 22. i don't have the money or the time right now to go back to school. it's called a mortgage. damn the mortgage collectors! and all the credit card companies! for now, i must be content with writing in this thing and dreaming about it, sippin my chai latte (or anything warm for that matter...it's damn cold up in here!), and wait for the opportunity to present itself. i could go out and look for it, but i really can't afford to. i swear, if i could, i would. like if he made enough money for the 2 of us, and i could do anything that i wanted, i would defo go for it. i wouldn't have anything to lose...but this world is not an ideal place...we all just need patience once in a while...

anyways, they said that our show will be airing tentatively on Monday, February 3rd. so watch out for it! i think we may have been in at least part of the shots because we were sitting right next to the railing where oprah comes out, and where all her guests come out...so you know how they zoom in on her when she first comes out....me and christine were right there! i was 2nd row from the top and christine was 3rd from the top. the studio is real small - but that was to be expected. i've learned that almost all studios are much smaller than they seem on tv. the camera does some crazy shots to make everything appear bigger...why do you think they say the camera adds 10 pounds to you? anyways, i'm pretty sure mariza was in a couple solo shots. the camera guy was right on her. typical. i need to remember to bring ugly people with me next
time...harharhar (JUST KIDDING! if mariza, christine, and alan are reading this...)

anyways, now i'm bored and i can't go to sleep! i don't know what to do with myself. maybe i'll make myself a cd. lets see...anyone know any good cds out there right now? shout out if you do...