the next month will be filled with days of LONGass hours...maybe that will be good. and i actually feel like i'm doing something worthwhile. and who knows if i'll actually be promoted this year. i wouldn't be surprised if i'm not.

i think i'm running out of steam already...and it's only day 2. oh lordy lordy...i think i might need help on this one. i need some other kind of motivation...maybe that will just be fear of my team lead. the managers on this thing aren't that great. they might be just ok. but i'm kinda scared of one of them...although i try really hard not to show it. the worst thing i can do is show fear.

the big lala weekend is coming up...i can't wait...i hear it's gonna be hot out there, so that's not too great, but warm weather will be very much welcome. we have some plans right now...go see a taping of 'the other half' (what a joke - but at least i'll be in the same room with someone who knows zach morris!), sushi at tokyo delve in hollywood on saturday night, and just sober up on sunday...that's the plan..who knows if it'll go that way, though...whenever i plan to get toasted, i don't...so i probably won't.

i can't believe i drank 2 1/2 liters of water yesterday.

why is it that some people feel like they need a lot of attention? why is that even important? it shouldn't really matter if everyone you know pays attention to you, but why do some people feel the inherent need to keep everyone's attention at all hours of the day?? just a thought.

the season finales are showing most of this week. good tv time, people!. i heard that spin city and dharma and greg (is that how you spell her name?) are not getting renewed. that's too bad for them. there are a lot of quality show out there and a lot of not so good ones. but it's nice to have a choice. maybe i can be a show critic. i would defo vote for all the teeny bopper hits with the hotties. i guess i would be too biased. but hey, it'd only be my opinion. maybe i can start my 'it's only my opinion' column. i guess that's what this site does.

i know i'm not saying anything important right now. just rambling. ramblerambleramble. there's not much to say when you're pulling 10-12 hour days, i guess. i don't want to bitch too much about work, for fear that my 1 reader will get sick of it and then i'll have zero readers!...besides i bitch enough about it on IM to him...harharhar.

ok, enjoy this sunny chi-town tuesday. when i have something more interesting to say, i'll come back...