so this is what my horoscope says about me today:

Your Daily Horoscope for May 05, 2002
Dear Myra,
Things regarding love and romance may be climactic for you at this time, Myra, and you may find yourself bumping heads with someone in such a way that makes it difficult for either one of you to find contentment. More than likely, there is an issue of freedom versus control that is making it difficult for resolution to come. Perhaps you need to give a certain issue a break and come back to it at a later date.

why is it that knows what they're talking about? why is it that complete strangers know what's going on in my mind? freaky thought.

so last night we went to see the champions on ice show. man, it was awesome. i Love ice skating. and seeing michele kwan was so beautiful. she performed her 'fields of gold' routine. if you're an ice skating fan, you know it's the routine she performed at the exhibition show after the olympic competition....you know....where she started crying and crying because the song was just a reminder of what could have been. so sad. but the performance was beautiful. absolutely beautiful.

sarah hughes was ok. she is very graceful, but there's just something about michelle. michelle has more charisma, i think. charisma...that characteristic carries a lot. i find that i am so much more drawn ||just like everyone else in the world|| to people who possess this certain trait.

there were these 2 funny ass skaters - both guys - who dressed up as ballerinas and did these awesome tricks on the ice. some of those moves were in some gross positions for 2 guys to be in, but lemme tell you, they were funny as hell...and the smaller guy stood on the thicker guy's shoulders and then moved into a handstand position with his hand on the thicker guy's head! i don't know how the bottom guy could take all that weight on his head and neck...he must have massive neck muscles...amazing, i tell you.

we're goin for our 2nd showing of the 1st condo we saw...maybe we can make an offer today...who knows what's going to happen...i really hope everything works out. i don't feel like shopping for a condo. it takes a lot out of you. trying to decide and rationalize why you want to buy a 'home'. hell, i don't care, just get me out of my house and out on my own, please??!

ugh. i actually have to go into the office tomorrow. that'll be a change. have to remember to buy bread tonight, so i can bring my lunch to work tomorrow. can't spend a lotta money on food. i hope i like the people i'm working with. that's the biggest thing to worry about when starting new projects. if all goes well, there won't be any bitches...hahaha

oh yeah! forgot to mention. at jasmin's bday party yesterday, i was holding baby sabrina...april comes up to me and asks me to be sabrina's godmother! can you believe that??! if that's not saying i'm in with the family, then i don't know what is...but i really did feel honored. they are so sweet to ask me. yay for me!