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i'm feel like i'm going back to that blah place. i'm scrambling to stop complaining and do something about it. i think i need to start volunteering. maybe i'll be able to be exposed to different things that i'll find out i like doing.

it was a relaxing weekend. i slept a lot. ran 5 miles on the lakefront on saturday. it was so refreshing and i remembered why i loved running so much 2 years ago. this year i've been dreading going to ballys to run on that stupid treadmill. i get so board after 2 miles, i can barely continue. but running outside is so much more invigorating.

my dad was so cute on the phone today. i was able to get pretty good seats for the sox/angels on 5/11. he was kind iffy at first when i said i had tickets. then i told him where the seats are (up the left field line, 2 rows from the field), and who they're playing (the angels), and he got all excited. like a little kid. he was going to check with my mom first, but then when he heard these last 2 points, he was all, 'OK, I'M IN!' haha. it's nice to be able to give him something nice.

this is the last week of bootcamp. i'll have to continue with the exercises and pair it up with the running. my goal is to at least try to train for the full marathon. if i can't do it because of this ankle, i'm going to try to do the 1/2. i'm hoping at least that is do-able.