.those.reality.shows.

i've been so sporadic lately with writing in this thing...it's not like i haven't had oodles and oodles of time...i have. i just don't know what to say most of the time. i don't know why i have spurts like that. sometimes i can't type fast enough. and other times, i can't think of one worthwhile thing to say. so i'd rather not waste your time with useless banter. but i think it's those times (the times when i can't think of one thing to say) where i have so much to say, but i don't know how to say it. now that more people are
starting to read thing thing, i'm starting to guard what i write. i'll leave that for my own personal journal. but god knows that i haven't written in that thing in how many months? just thinking that someone read my written journal, makes me want to avoid it. maybe that's why i haven't written anything. but who knows.

so did anyone watch that RW/RR challenge on mtv last night? that's some solid drama up in here...i'm not even quite clear what happened between everyone. but i've caught up on some of it from this nifty thing called the internet. getting information these days is amazing. and who knows if what we're all reading is the truth? it's really just stories to keep us occupied while we try to avoid normal life. as we procrastinate doing what we really should be doing. ugh. that reminds me, i have to do my PA for work.

so anyways, there's not much to say about that show...too much drama to even talk about it. the show did put melissa in a bad light. but before yall make your judgements, just read her commentary on www.mtv.com that might shed some light...

and about this joe millionaire guy - how sad will that be when he finally tells the truth? poor girls, but i guess that's what you get when you choose to be on a show which tries to match you up with a supposed millionaire. although i will say that the show had some hilarious moments. like when evan tried to get back on the horse, and he missed the first time and hit his chin on the horse...or like when one of the girls asked him what his middle name is, and he hesitated for about 2 hours before finally answering her. man, if you're gonna lie to these girls, you need to get your 'life' straight. i have to admit that the whole time i watched that show, i had this bad feeling in the pit of my stomach. like i was watching something wrong. i just want my amazing race back...