can.you.read.this?!

(hey a! can you read this? do you have access from the boat? hope you're having fun! i love you! and i'm lonely.)

so yesterday i went to g's 6th birthday party. good times. the weather was beautiful and little sab was as crabby as ever. i wish i had some pics from yesterday to show, because she's so damn cute when she's angry and/or paralyzed with fear. and so demanding! hopefully she will grow out of it.

yesterday was also r-ie day. working out with him in the morning, drove with him to g's party, then saw him again later that night at the desperate housewives party. good times. we were supposed to work out tonight, but he's in the burbs...i was supposed to work out tonight on my own, but i just didn't want to. so the plan is to work out tomorrow morning, 5AM. i have an early morning meeting (aka 9AM), so i need to be at work around 8:30, which means i have to leave home a little before 8AM. which means, i need to be home to shower etc, by 7AM...which means, i need to finish working out by 6:45AM...which means, i need to BE at ballys by 5:30...and what does that translate into? waking up at 5AM. yay. so after i finish this post, i will be hitting the sack. yes, i will hopefully be asleep before 11PM. 6 hours of sleep. hopefully that will be enough? we'll see...

i called athletico this afternoon and scheduled my first PT visit for thursday night. hopefully everything turns out well. 4 - 6 weeks of PT. please please please, let this solve most of the problem.

i decided i'm not going to stress out too much about work. i am going to tell that project that i am just not available; and i won't feel guilty about it. i'm tired of being stressed and thinking that i always need to make myself available for this stinkin project. if things don't get done, maybe management should start thinking about why we miss our deadlines. let's try hiring more people to do the actual work, and let's have less people making the decisions, who leave by 5:30PM everyday. and some managers leave at 2PM! i was actually debating whether i should call in sick this morning and just take the day off. it was so night all day today! i would have enjoyed just having an extra day to myself. i know i have a day off next monday...but a lot of people have next monday off...so it's not the same thing.

everwood was good tonight. too bad i don't know anyone else who watches it...i saved it on tivo, so when a gets back we can discuss. can't wait for 1 tree hill on wednesday too.

we have a happy hour at fulton lounge on wednesday for all the consultants who are rolling off on friday. i scheduled it into my outlook calendar, but i don't know if i really want to go...i guess i will, but there are a lot of people who i don't want to socialize with outside of work. it used to be fun, but not anymore. i need a break from socializing so much with work people. i know i know. i'll end up at that damn happy hour anyways. i bet my apple martini isn't even covered in whatever the company is paying for. cheapskates.

ok, long post today, but i'm going to try to update this everyday for a, so we can kinda keep each other up to date.