.slower.and.slower

i can't wait to go home...i can't wait to go home...is it just me or is it that every time you're waiting or wanting to do something, time just gets slower and slower and slower....until it doesn't seem like time i moving at all anymore. i can't wait to relax... although i could relax here, but i just don't want to stay in the hotel anymore. although tonight, i might go hang out with mary jill in hoboken. i might call this other guy i know out here who i haven't seen in like 6 years. i met him in spain, and he's been to chicago a couple of times, but every time he goes to chicago, i'm never in town. so maybe i'll try calling him either this week or next week...

we had a team dinner last night at this sushi place we go to every week. this sushi place, kiko house, is like my nj home. i go there at least once a week, and yuki (picture a woman from 'memoirs of a geisha') is always so welcoming...gotta have something that makes it feel like home.

i really am just tired of all this work...hotel...work..mall...hotel...work...hotel..work...it's getting pretty monotonous. and i really need to think of something to motivate myself. because i am losing all motivation to do well here. i'm just getting bored. it's that damn gemini quality....easily bored. i think i need to mature more too, to not get so bored...we'll see if that ever happens...

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