.one.of.those.days.

so it's just been one of those annoyingly annoying days. where nothing ever seems to be right, but you can't really explain what's wrong...continual unhappiness. does this only happen monthly? maybe i should page through this thing and see when was the last time i felt like this...like when that annoying laugh just annoys you even more today. and all the chatter that you're usually immune to suddenly breaks through that immunity barrier...even with both your earphones in. just can't get away from it.

i think i may be eating something that is making me have these massive mood swings. and that is probably what is contributing to my being easily annoyed. i'm sure that's it. so i hope that this passes next week. i hope i feel more positive. like i was saying earlier on YM, i totally respect people who can be positive all the time. that's some hard shit to maintain. it really does need to be in your blood, or else you'll fall into the pessimistic category.

i'm looking for jobs online now. heard another rumor there will be 4000 more layoffs come january. some of us are secretly hoping to get that dreaded call...which is why i have to look for jobs now..i have to try to do this whenever i have the chance...

i just don't feel like writing anymore....