waiting for the site to come up (again)....

i think i might apply for a new job...but what he said today was right...why would i want to leave now, unless the pay is significantly better? if it's an industry job, then the pay will more than likely be less than now. and if i have to start all over again, i don't know if i can afford that. especially with the condo closing in september.
that charisma gets me everytime...sometimes i just keep thinking about it...and he's not dumb...so intelligent..i guess my other guy friends don't really act like he does... or maybe he acts differently around me. that must be it...he must not act the same around other people as he does around me, or girls in general. but i do appreciate his personality and how focused he is...that is very admirable. and i love making new friends. a lot of people i know now are still in the partying phase, not very focused on any particular thing...i'm glad i know some people who are very different. makes it even more interesting when i talk to them after a long time...it's like i know some of it is an act, but still, i think he's part of the good people group. you know those types? i think i'll be friends with him for the rest of my life. those types don't come along often. it's like one of those friendships where you don't talk for a while, but when you do, it's all about catching up and it's just a good time...and silence is fine...not a big uncomfortable thing....i enjoy those friendships....

so we'll be here all night executing regression testing....great. hopefully tomorrow we won't have to come in at all...that would be nice. then i can have a 5 day vacation...woohoo! we'll deal with the rest later...

and hopefully, soon, we'll be done with these crazy hours...it'll be wierd not seeing my work family every day anymore...and maybe i can go shopping for some new clothes, since these people have seen me in the same damn thing 5 times already....ran out of clothes about 1 month ago..

i'll probably update this later when i need a break...